Recently I
was asked by my artist friend Louise Primeau, to comment on my thoughts of
myself as an artist, and when did that realisation come to me. I answered that question, then realised that there was more to it than the simple answer I gave. So for Louise and others
who read this blog, here is how I came to be an artist.
I joined
Facebook at the end of 2017, not initially for social contact, but to follow Jane Davenport’s site as I had just discovered her gorgeous work on Pinterest.
I’ve always
drawn faces, along with dabbling in folk art, then landscapes in oils for a short
period, then zentangle.
By the end
of 2018 I had just completed many online art lessons and was excited to start
2019 with all my newly found skills.
In January
2019 I was asked to be a guest artist on Louise Primeau’s web page. I felt ‘recognised’ and honoured to be
included as a guest artist on Louise’s beautiful art site.
My
journey into art soon ”hit a wall” and felt I didn’t know how to do art without
a lesson to follow ... I began sketching in my sketch book, just doing faces
over and over and practicing eyes, lips, ears, hoping for inspiration to
strike... but I felt totally stuck.
Eventually
I decided to just try painting and drawing whatever I felt like, rather than
trying too hard to ‘create a masterpiece’. Using
good quality watercolour paper and my trusty watercolours, I began to
paint. My first attempts seemed ‘lifeless’ and a bit boring. I had the sinking feeling that I wasn’t good
enough.
Again I went to what I had previously loved to
do ... zentangle.
I
had spend many months learning and practicing zentangle in 2005 and had fallen
in love with the pen strokes. I began
collecting and cataloguing patterns for my own reference. This was before I joined Facebook and the start of my learning experiences...
My zentangle was my beginning into wanting to create again after many years of
working and raising a family – so now I
decided to start using my patterns in my watercolours.
My watercolours slowly morphed into an “Australian series”, where I included animals and
scenery along with zentangle .. I was beginning to really enjoy this and was
posting online every day.. I was obsessed and totally into making my creations.
Towards
the end of 2019 I was asked if I would do a commission for a lady on
facebook... she wanted 3 large paintings for her home and I was ‘over the moon’. I think it’s the ultimate compliment for an artist
when someone wants your art in their home.
I
felt I was indeed becoming an artist.
I
spent the whole of 2019 doing my watercolour and zentangle art, then came a
minor ‘blip’ when a person on Facebook
criticised my art and the number of times I posted .. in a very subtle,
but to me, damaging way. I think most
artists are introverts and sensitive types, and this hit me badly. I stopped doing my watercolour and zentangle
and lost my confidence.
I’m
happy to say that I’ve re-found my confidence and I’ve used the negative
experience to propel me into a new direction and to start my own Facebook
group.
I’m
doing lessons again and practicing new skills, even taken up oils and learning
to love acrylics.
My painting inspired by Maria Pace-Wynters 2020
So
to answer the question of when I came to realise that I’m an artist: The process has been all of what I’ve just
written about. The kindness and support
of other artists, being featured in a blog, doing classes, selling a
commission, ongoing practicing and seeing my art posted online, all helps me
know that I am an artist. It’s a
feeling of self acceptance, recognising that we all have a certain style, just
like a fingerprint unique to each of us, and the desire to do art.
I
want to thank those who’ve helped me by sharing their amazing lessons on line
and who have encouraged me on my way to discovering that
I AM AN
ARTIST.
Thank you
to:
Jane
Davenport for inspiring me to want to learn beautiful faces.
My painting inspired by Jane Davenport
“Paint
your Heart & Soul 2018” with artists such as: Pia Rom, Annie Hammon, Olga Furman, and many
more.
My collage painting inspired by Pia Rom
Katrina
Koltes – who taught me my first watercolours in “Watercolor Dreams” online
course.
My painting inspired by Katrina Koltes
Karine
Bosse (Kabo studios) – for her wonderful classes both in “Paint your heart and
soul” and her online class “Stitching it up”, which is a series of beautiful
paintings and stitching on canvas.
My painting inspired by Karine Bosse
Natalie Eslick (Shady Bowers) for her amazing drawing class "Drawn to Faery"
My drawing inspired by Natalie Eslick's class
And
currently:
Carol Desjarais For inspiring me with her enthusiasm, confidence, acceptance and openness. Thank you Carol xxx
“Let’s Face It 2020” with
artists such as Kara Bullock, Marie Pace-Wynters, Angela Kennedy, and many more
to come.
and of course Louise Primeau who is always there encouraging other artists along the way